its a sunday morning.and it just stopped raining.sigh.and my leg's feeling super cold.had flu yesterday.haha.fudin had it too.haha.and it turned out that his was worse.tsktsk.the lesson here is that you HAVE to eat your medicine once you feel sick.like me(: haha.crap.
anyways,im waiting for mimi to come to my place,before going out to pasir ris and other places to visit relatives.yeah.with m family.sometimes i just dont know why but i really enjoy going out.haha.and all i need to do is just to sit there,and wait for the time to leave,then say "selamat hari raya.maaf zahir batin" then can get money already.haha(: i just LOVE that part most.haha.
on the first day of raya,i had to wear this heels that mama bought for me days before raya.like...i actually dont like it la.the heels are so mini that i cant balance walking in it.haha.seriously,im not that heeled-lady type.haha.im the flat-lady type.hahahaha.CRAPP.i actually left my home saying "i feel so lady now.tsk".then know what?paman took a photo of me with the kebaya and the tudung and the heels and the handbag.haha.i want that photo.so that i can just laugh to myself whenever i see it.hahaa.and remember that day.sighs.
went to mimi's place on the 2nd day.met atik.and she was TALL.okay.i feel so sad now.im short.tsk.

im now confused about the jalan raya thing amongst my pri sch friends.like...we actually chose to go out on the 22nd.a tuesday.but for the sake of fathul,who cant make it on weekdays because he's in school,have to change it to a weekend.so we chose to go on the 20th.but hadi said that he has soccer training,shahirah has madrasah,amira has a birthday party to attend.like...tsk.im so sad now la.im not pointing fingers.just that i really hope that we can find a suitable day whereby almost everyone we're planning to invite can make it.im actually planning with hidayah.but it turned out to be me planning with zul instead.haha.and its like...i called him to ask about the raya thing.then we actually talked about almost everything.haha.he's tall now.and i hate it.so is hidayat.i guess hidayat's taller than me.TSK.im just plain short.sighs.
never mind.as long as im healthy im fine(:
haha

it has been twice being forced to play the piano.and its just ALWAYS the same song.haha.angels brought me here.its nice.but its not as if im pro in playing the piano or something right...can just let me play on the organ.rather than the piano.hah.im so much better in organ la.tsk.i wanna play "thats what friends are for".haha.well,i think that IF my friends are coming to my place,shall play it to them.haha.it would be so sweet la.just that i dont have the lyrics to the song.sighs.

im having training tomorrow onwards.but im also having my lit tomorrow.how?it clashes with hockey.and it ends one hour before training ends.how?i just hope that ther's someone to follow me go training together.sighs.i dont wanna enter the pitch one hour later all alone.i'll feel so super guilty la.but its like...i HAVE a reason,dont i?so why should i worry?sighs.its just the guilt in me.tsk.i hate it.
damn.
im being undecisive again.
-tears
:/